you suck. and i'm a jerk.

I laid on the couch, right next to my mom. I cried and she said that everything was going to be okay, I told her about the voices. I told her that they tell me I’m a horrible person and that I should kill myself. She said that none of that is true. The voices are lies. She said that she would go online to find me help.

My eyes hurt. I don’t want to go to school tomorrow. I hope she doesn’t make me.

She told me that sometimes she feels that way. I always knew.